Ok going to defeat the point of my last post and write because Im such a rebel.
Everythings suprisingly really good. Its been boiling and spent most of the time outside and most evenings walking or sat on the stray with everyone. I have no idea what to do about Alex I hate him but at the same time dont at all, daisy etc all hate him and think Im an idiot for even questioning him but theres something about him. Everything he says seems so real and he was the first person who ever made me feel wanted. Its made me have this slight attachment too him, I know I shouldnt but I cant just completely let go. Tomorrow should be good and im gayly excited spend the night at daisys i’ve missed her weirdly and she seems to be getting happier. Holly and Ellen are brill as per usual but Im always worried about them. Sians such a ledge but i worry about her too. Sams just sam and we are just what we are which is nothing and lots at the same time. Jasper and me have spoken loads recently and Ive kind of realised how much I’ve missed him and realised completely why I’ve been so close to him for eight years. xx
